I'm crying, this was one of my favorite songs. I hate life. :( And now that I listen to it (I have it on loop), it just feels so different. He sings from his heart, and his pain can be felt always. I don't know what to say. When it first came out I shared it like crazy and laughed (b/c he is so smexy) , but now the meaning to this song and lonely (numbers on his arm/drowning in the tub) hits hard. Also in "She is" a short scene where they cover their heads with bags.